Within weeks, I have been through my tough time---being a fragrance promoter, and express to her. As a promoter, I learnt to be sweet-talker though I was not willing to be as I could not do it. She, a girl who are making me mad until now, I dare to express. Failed, indeed.
About the job, it was a good experience ever to challenge my weakness. First day, I almost ran away and went back to escape from it. A "good" excuse ever I had given to my cousin---my friend had some problem with me, my resignation is to avoid unnecessary disruption of my performance. She was shocked and nearly had no idea what was happening(perhaps she knew it but chose not to speak out).
Reason I wanted to quit was because I could not face so much of customers in the time, rather than, I had no idea in selling some promotion products by distributing testers one-by-one to customers(though they were not interested). My cousin almost cried. She had found no part-timer except me. She needed assistance.
Disappointment had been made. Suddenly I remembered the story of Ghandi. A greatest ever leader in India history. He was the one who led India to be independent from British (if I am not mistaken),peacefully. He was extremely shy. Indeed, he could not overcome it even he became a lawyer. He overcame it because he wanted to bring freedom to Indians and get them freed from British.
Finally, I did too. I am not going to further detail how I did it. It wasn't important. The important is I am getting evolution through a small foot practice. Determination is the key.
