8th September is my big day. No, it should be gym boys' big day because of having performance during that day. Ok, I admit that actually I still can't get the feeling when I was in training everytime. I have made my partner injured and suffered from leg injury which could be turned into long term damage to him.
I felt guilty during the moment he fell down while I was not able to catch him. This happened last week but it brought me a great impact, where it is irremovable bad feeling for me. He is just a 14 years old kid. I still remember I quit gym once before when I got injured during practice. Now I got back. I was afraid that he might quit too if he experienced what I did. Well, he didn't.
When a formation is failed, it is not simply because of non-familiar feeling but the weak of basis. Yeah, basis is the most important when it comes to anything. We have our usual practice every Sunday. Usually not more than 20 are quite active in practice matter. Out of 20, almost half of the members do not take thing serious where it should be. Although I do but I never make it hardest. I should have tried my best to make myself more stronger.
There is little chance for me to improve my body condition whereby I have left 2 years to go for it.
